It’s steely nails claw at my flesh as I pull away.
The cloak of darkness lies thick against my skin.
It’s weight so heavy, I can hardly breathe.
It’s burden so deep, I fall to my knees.
The voice calls from afar, but I can’t hear it above the screams.
The invitation comes to my soul, but I shield it with the shadow and pain.
The longing drifts in, taunting, haunting, but I look away past the cage.
The voice calls in the distance, but I can’t hear it above the heart’s rage.
I cry out, hoping he will hear.
I run, searching for the freedom.
I stumble. I fall. Always two steps behind.
Always dragging back to the days that unwind.
When will this turmoil end?
Does He not see my torment and suffering?
Does He not hear my heart shattered and bleeding?
When will the rescue come needing?
The voice calls to me once again.
The invitation is sent deep within, I am tempted to shun it thrice more.
The longing gently woos the mind, guiding me through the mire.
The voice whispers but to my soul, it is an echo across the chasm of my desire.
Ever near. Ever drawing me back.
He promised to never forsake.
He promises to never leave.
All I must do is believe.
Penned – MG – 4/25/18